Thursday, January 14, 2010

我想~~

我想和你去很多地方玩。。不需要出国,不需要去很远的地方,也不需要去很多天。。我只想要简简单单的旅行,有你在的地方。。

我想每3,4天就见你一次。。不需要每天见面,不需要不停的传简讯,不需要去哪里。。喜欢在你家和你一起看戏,更爱抱着你的感觉。。

我想和你去吃一些好吃的食物。。不需要华丽的餐厅,不需要昂贵的食物。。只想要和你一起吃着美味的食物,看着你吃饱的样子。。

我想和你逛街,看电影。。不需要买太多东西,不需要花太多钱。。就喜欢被你牵我的感觉,就喜欢看电影时,靠着你的肩膀。。

我想在你心里占一个位子。。不需要第一,不需要第二。。但有个位子留给我,希望你可以常常想我,更希望你很爱很爱我。。

我想我要的太多太贪心了。。 对不起噢!!其实只要你在我身边,不管去哪里,做什么事, 我已经很满足很开心了。。平凡的生活没有什么不好。。只要有你在。。只要有你怀抱。。一切都变得不平凡,因为那叫幸福。。

Friday, January 8, 2010

Mr. Pe Boon Seng


Mr. Pe Boon Seng

He is the one who steals my heart

He is the one i love the most

He is the one i miss the most

He is the one i need the most

He is the one who holds my hands

He is the one who hugs me

He is the one, i wish he always be with me

He is the first people who comes to my mind when i awake

I miss him more than i can say ~~~

Monday, January 4, 2010

如果有一天

如果有一天
你走進我的心裡
你一定會哭
因為裡面裝滿你的點滴
如果有一天
我走進你的心裡
我也一定會哭
因為裡面找不到我的身影
你忙
忘了我需要人陪
你忙
忘了我會寂寞
你忙
忘了我在等你電話
你忙
忘了你對我的承諾
想告訴你“愛情”不是等你有空才唻珍惜的
再每個人面前我一直是很堅強,也不認輸的人,但你知道嗎
堅強背後的我心有多痛嗎,這張面具讓我戴的好累
遇到你讓我真的輸的徹底~變的好軟弱
『因為愛你,所以放手還你自由』
『因為愛你,所以不再讓你困擾』
『因為愛你,所以寧願自己難過』
因為你,我打開心防
因為你,我給了彼此一個機會
因為你,我開始有了思念
因為你,我有被疼愛的感覺
也因為你
我再度掉下眼淚
你就像一顆洋蔥
我想不斷的去了解它
於是我不停的剝下它
一片一片
而在剝的過程中
我不斷的流淚
剝到最後才發現
原來洋蔥沒有心
我沒有奢望你能給我多少你的愛
我沒有乞求你能給我多安定的情

我要的只是
你偶爾可以想想我
偶爾可以抱抱我
也偶爾讓我知道你是再乎我的
為什麼我們之間總是有一段距離
為什麼你的心不能再留一個位子給我

Monday, November 9, 2009

Good answer !!!

Hehe... Today we arrived Kampar at 3.45pm... We spent one hour to reach Kampar because of raining too heavily and we cant even see the road clearly... So it's better "biarlah lambat asalkan selamat !" haha...

I attended my Pendidikan Moral lecture for 2 and a half hour... Pendidikan Moral, a bored subject with Malay language !!! It was so weird for us when we attended the first lecture...

I and Siew Shia spent one hour at Minat, a market which located at Kampar Old Town... We bought quite a lot of things and food... When we back to home, we felt like nothing to do, felt lost direction... So, we decided to back Teluk Intan and one of the reason we decided to back hometown is recently we lacked of MONEY... haha...

When we on the way back, I sms my dear that i were on the way back... Below was our conversation :

me : hehe... dear, i'm on the way back to T.I...

Dear : y de?? then we can meet tomorrow lo...

me : sure we can meet if you miss me...

Dear : Today very busy so i no miss you, tomorrow not so busy so sure will very miss you...

me : =( even i busy i still will miss you... never mind lo... i don't wan friend with you...

Dear : Then no need friend with me, i also not friend with you... because we are in a relationship... not friendship... haha....

I love your answer !!! haha ~~~ your answer made me kept smiling in car and siew shia thought something was wrong with me.... ^^

Saturday, October 31, 2009

LOVE

Love~~~
Together with boon seng for 47days...
Is happy to be with him...
Is my pleasure to be his girl friend and he really cares me a lot...
I LOVE HIM, and i don't wish to let him go...

Family~~~
My family doesn't like the one who really love me...
I know my family just want to protect me from getting hurt...
But they never know, how much i get hurt from previous love...
I'm not a small girl and i not a good girl as they think...
I been single for nearly 2 years...
Boon seng made me felt that he is the one who really trustworthy...
I don't know when he entered my life...
But i always think back the time we danced "ball dance" at Voodoo...
The time i experienced hurt and pain, none of my family members knew...
I passed through so many things, i fall down and i stand up ~~
Maybe he is not the best and not the perfect one for me...
So how, I won't regret...
I will never let him goes...
As time goes by, you all will know how he treats me...

Friends~~~
My family doesn't support me and they object to our relationship...
I hope my friends can stand at my side...
I hope my friends can support me and my decision...
I hope my friends can wish me sincerely...
Friends are so important for me...
I hope my friends will tell me that i'm making the right decision...

Boon seng~~~
I know its hard for us and for our relationship...
I know what my family said about you may made you felt bad...
I'm so sorry with that...
Please, don't let me go...
Please keep your words, protect me as you can, together with me for long long long time...
I will study hard and get good result to show my family that nothing can influence my study...
I love you....

Saturday, October 3, 2009

The reasons

The reasons why i name this blog as bsyshappiness.blogspot.com...

bs stands for Boon Seng

ys stands for Yong San

So, it brings the meaning of Boon Seng's and Yong San's happiness ^^...

I plan to write down everything between us and definitely i hope that all the things i jot down is something that really delighted and memorable...

Today, we went to Digi Centre to pay my bill for RM200. Then we went to Maxis Centre because he wanted to sub his Maxis line for me...I love my new number a lot but i can't use it first as i just have one handphone...Hehe...I'm waiting for my new handphone, Sony Ericsson C901...


After that, we went to his shop and we saw the watch magazine together...Sometimes, i felt that i were so terrible because i didn't know a lot of branded name...=="... For me, a thing is branded or not is not that important !!! I'm easily satisfied...

No one is perfect and no one is 100% but 100% will appears when two person add up...I believe that all people need someone to cover them to be better...You are more than enough for me...You are so wonderful for me too...^^...Hehe...Don't worry about my meals at Kampar ^^...(*He always wanted to pay all my meals at Kampar)...Thanks my dear for so so so willing to spend his money on me ^^...

Friday, October 2, 2009

This is my new blog

I create my new blog and i will stop my previous one...My previous blog all mention about my single life and sad stories...So, now i would like to create a new blog to write down all my happy memory and my new life with Pe Boon Seng...We together for more than 2weeks and of course we will last longer as we can...

He is a 24years old guy, 5years elder than me...Many people told me that he wasn't look like a 24years old guy...Haha...of course he looked younger than his actual age...How should i describe him??? Erm...Well, he is a talkactive, humor, nice, considerate and generous guy...Although we just together for 2weeks, i do believe he is the right person i
'm finding...I can feel how real he treats me...Thanks him for caring me a lot...^^...

Thanks him for fulfilling the promises he made to me...He brought me to eat sushi at Ipoh after we watched "Accident" at Jusco...When i hang out with friends at Lana Restaurant, he acted as a driver, drove me, Li Chin and Poh Hooi went and back after he just finished his work...I knew he cared me a lot especially when i not feeling well...Once i cough he will stared at me...haha...and he will found some warm drink for me...


Every little things he did on me will made me felt that i were being protected by him...^^...I don't know what will happen on our future but i will try my best to maintain our relationship...I appreciate everything between us...^^


The middle one is him, Mr. Pe Boon Seng..^^